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L'appel Du Vide

by Anzio

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1.
Pushing myself to an edge I never could've foreseen No one would've ever expected this from me I tried my best put forth so much effort I tried my best In the end didnt get any better I am a wire frame my aesthetic is built on shame And I hate every piece of everything I ever became Discourse does nothing to explain The finer points of who shares the blame I can't look myself in the eye such lack of faith such lack of pride but thats the problem you can't see me the way i see me I'll always be I'll always be I am a slave to everything surrounding me infinite shame I am a slave to everything every eye gaze with disdain social veil comfort and hide regressing pride regressing life becasue on inside further than fine becasue all that I do is a lie you can't see me way i see me The watermark on the ceiling of my roof is growing and rotting away The covering of shelter and comfort I always thought would house me the plaster it grays it melts away becomes transparent I've always got the darkest clouds above my head I can't out run them And I am my own God but I fail to believe look at all these leaks maybe I should just leave I lack pride I'm unhealthy Back to the floor stare at the ceiling watching trails of water fall and dissipate and I can see it clearly now the cracks are graying follow them back to their source lie awake
2.
Death Drive 03:20
I've lost my motivation to keep holding my head above my exhilation clouding windows I can't see throught my cold reflection put my head right through the glass my imperfections Why I can never be satisfied with my life I'll over analyze back down to her back down to earth it'll hurt when the breathing stops back down to her back down to earth broken glass and the cold black top falling sideways across the black pave mother tell dad his ways aren't to blame sarah the ways the ways that you changed nothing in life ever stays the same Why I can never be satisfied with my life I'll over analyze back down to her back down to earth it'll hurt when the breathing stops back down to her back down to earth broken glass and the cold black top everything is subject to eroading rotting away every door that opens will slowly wear the frame everything will fade away every door will wear the frame
3.
Karma 01:29
With love I will hold your weight for you with every ounce of conscience I will focus prism hue I swear there will be brighter days I swear clouds will part with rays Of sunshine taking away what he did and karma counting adding up his sins I know we've got our flaws we've got our consciousness I know you've got your walls build from consequence take me out of my head of your bed no longer clean no longer clean reup reclothe reup and rewind empty inside empty inside I'll break every bone wincing to make it shown that there's more than damaged to your
4.
Everything I would run away I would run away All my problems I'll run away I would run away every exit every hallway every hallway everything I would run away I'll run away All my problems I'll run away I'll run away I carry myself in solace with my own selfishness my shoulders will hang lower my head lose consciousness I am nothing more than a self indulging worthless mistake I'm slowly waning away from everything I make My promises are a void of honesty and devoid in order to circumvent It feels so distant when we bury good intention in favor of prescription in favor in favor I carry myself in solace with my own selfishness my shoulders will hang lower my head lose consciousness I am nothing more than a culmination of missteps and sore I wish that I could love myself more practice selfworth and maybe restore a little health I can't feel I chose not to I can't feel I chose nothing new make me numb blinds close shut make me numb blot out sun make me numb The white walls you'll find somewhere you will find your light the white lights you will hide somewhere you will hide your light The white walls you'll find somewhere you will find your light the white lights you will hide stare at the walls the white you will find find peace of mind sink in the light let it take inside stare at the walls the marks you will hide connect dot and line sink in the light let it take inside stare at the walls I can't change my ways

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Much like the origins of the band’s name, the EP touches on the everyday battlefield of life with mental illness topped with a tinge of hopefulness at the end of the metaphorical tunnel. L'appel Du Vide ("The call of the void") is the french term for the Freudian concept of the Death Drive, or the theory that every person has a voice in the far reaches of their mind that persuades one to kill themselves . The EP focuses around this, and also topics such as sexual abuse, post traumatic stress disorder, and attempting to reset one’s brain to comprehend all these experiences in order to grow from them.

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released May 21, 2016

Paul Shaffer - guitar / vocals
Kevin Mandell - bass / vocals
Sam Campbell - drums / trumpet

Recorded / Mixed / Mastered by Jeff Leber at Noise Chamber
Jack McKevitt- Artwork

NDE Records

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Midwest Screamo // Rockford Illinois

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